Man, my life just ain’t what I envisioned it would be
And I mean the positives as well as misery
Addicted to every thing exceptnicotine
Not even drugs, just any thing that gives me peace or an emotional release
I got so much stress coopedup, without a door to let it out
Try to accept what can’t be changed but still this freburns
My conscience darkened and I fear there might be no return
It’s hard to keep a faith these days cause I’m too lost, I ask too many questions
Why does evil ever prevail? Where is this lesson?
Patiently waiting, meanwhile I doubt my disc retion and wonder why life is so
Full of NO’s, fuck all this congestion
Uh… unfair? unlucky? What you think it is?
That’s why there’s few concerns once you make it in the music biz
The only help to keep your sanity, to love and support you till death do you
Part… man that’s money, fans, and family
Evil callin my name, yeah
I don’t wanna fght it by myself
Some one, won’t you come and save me?
Don’t let hate embrace me
Turn these shad ows away
Man I’m startin to feel hated in my city…
These dudes are realizin they can’t be me, and bitches won’t forgive me
But why do y’all think I’m concerned with any thing but nothin?
Expept what I decided was ever worth sumtin…
When insignifcant is all it is, mistakenly judgmental, and mostly ignorant
To each is own, and I like to win
All about money, family, sex, substance, and substances
So what the problem is hoe?
Is it cause I’m fy, which is why I’m high?
Gravity defed, which is also why y’all cannot bring me down, wow
Hoes are just like objects, and I don’t trip when I don’t see her And when money rains, man I ain’t tripp in either
Money, fans, and fam… I pledge my loyalty
I promise you brother, we’ll be roy alty
Oh yeah I got this, and if you thought I’m not “it”
Don’t get on your knees ex p e ctin me to fill your pockets
I can’t hear you now
Silence flls my mind
One step closer to leavin this all behind
Won’t be scared now, I’ll be safe for tonight
I just gotta fight… Woah ooh